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This is Michelle from NTU, who has a blur queen personality and a love for biology.
Currently studying at the School of Biological Sciences.
I have my birthday celebration on 16 June every year.
Loves singing, reading, baking and eating.
Basically your good old plain Jane! :))


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THE DESIRES
My sister to get a boyfriend
New school bag
Have A&W curly fries and root beer
Donate blood
New pair of pumps
An overseas trip soon
The tales of Beedle the Bard
To push myself into First class honours
Jog regularly
Lose 2 kilos!
Mend the emptiness in my bank account
Golden flats from COTTON ON
More tops!
dresses
light grey denim skinny
Nice comfortable heels
Trim my hair
Belt
Handbag/slingbag for going out
Try charcoal mask
Printer


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Monday, February 20, 2006
if someone can just pay me to cry @ 6:48 PM

Seriously, i dunno what to expect of myself, or what to expect from others. Is it true that low expectations means less disappointment? If so, I would like to lower all my future expectations from now on. But without all the high expectations, there will be no challenges in life. Without challenges, can u even call ur life, a life? Can someone answer this for me? Perhaps it's all my fault. Perhaps I always aim too high. No matter is it to my grades, or whatever I do, or even to my friends, I always have high expectations. Enough. mebbe i shld stop having all these dream-like expectations. They can never be true, becos I don't live in laa-laa land. I live on Earth. Solid, Cold, hard Earth. It's best I adapt to suit this place. Or else, by Darwin's theory, I wld hv gotten kick out sooner or later. Honestly... Survival of the fittest.

Sometimes, I admit it's stressed being me. And the closer you are to me, the more stressed you will feel. I'm so sorry to bring all these sadness and stress to people whom I really love. ='( i dunno what to do. If someone will just pay me to cry, I will cry bucketfuls each day. But is there use crying over spilled milk?

Whatever it is, it's all my fault.

And one of my new targets for this year...is to simply learn to curb my temper, and control the extent of expectations i set for myself and my friends.



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