Finally exams are over, and I'm taking a backseat in many things right now, earning a well-deserved break for myself. Not that I feel as if I work particularly hard, but still reasonably tiring as well. Exams last about two weeks, and it feels like 2 years. Anybody know why? Those who are not studying now perhaps can't take the idea from my viewpoint.
Seriously, in normal times, what's two weeks to you? Time just flies. Suddenly you are being put on trial. And you feel like those days or weeks are like years, stretching on, never ending. Do we all take for granted the peaceful days that we had? To some extent, I think we do. We didn't expect life to be anything but normal, unless something unexpected happens one day, and we were shaken awake violently back to reality. "Hey, God doesn't owe us this blissful living, you know," You realised.
That's exactly how I feel whenever I'm placed on a challenge, a trial, or a down period in a particular chapter of my life. I start thinking how good it is to be normal. Many people don't realise that being norm is good. They want to be different, they want to be unique, they want to be the "choose one" by higher beings to carry out some great mission. Maybe it's just me, but a normal life will be good enough for me.
I crave what normal people crave - the paper chase, good job, good money, nice clothes and stuff, a loving family, caring friends, and maybe someone special to share my everything with. Do you not crave for these things? Do you not work hard for it? Everybody does, in their own different way. What makes anyone special? Primarily, we all want the same things, except that we go in different ways to pursue our wants. Doesn't that makes us all normal beings in want of a better life?
Before I throw myself into a long discussion about my thinkings, I should stop right here, in case people are snoring away right now, while reading my entry. That's reality for you. Everyone has their ideas, and everyone of us here attempts to talk about our ideas. Do we realise that perhaps no one is interested? Yet we blabber on.
Did I tell myself to stop a few lines ago? I got carried away again.
Back to normal mundane life:What are the stuff I'm going to do this holiday -
1) Work from 5th May to 12th July, once again, at the polyclinic.
2) Go ktv (Haven't been singing for half a year. I need a rant.)
3) Night cycling (Anyone game?)
4) Watch a lot of movies and dramas.
5) Read.
6) CAC FOC 2008
7) Dieting (bless me, hope that I have the decency to stop eating when I need to)
8) Plan my birthday wish list (I'm missing that every year, so a lot of people give me what I don't like. But, I will always welcome something nice and surprising)
9) Stop thinking about my exam results.
10) Catch up with old friends.
Yups that's about all. I realised I got a million things that I want to do, but never go around doing. If I was to die tomorrow, my life will be littered with regrets and lost opportunities. Sad isn't it? haha. Maybe I should make a list of things I don't want to do as well, ever in my life:
1) Bungee jumping (I will never go even if you pay me)
2) Sky diving.
3) Committ suicide?
4) Catch an insect or a worm with my bare hands.
And yar, a list of things I want to do, but do not think I'm up to it:
1) Scuba diving (oh the pretty underwater world! Nature is really beautiful).
2) Travel to the outer space.
3) Learn what happened
BEFORE the Big Bang.
tsk. It's getting late. Should get to bed....... "Oh sleep, the gentle tyrant".Quiz for all of you! Who described sleep as a gentle tyrant? No prizes though =x
Exams
My sister to get a boyfriend
New pair of pumps
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
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